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By Thea Jarvis
On a sultry midsummer morning, a bright-faced flock of
eight-year-olds at Camp Promise sits transfixed as a smiling lady in partial
whiteface prays aloud.
Oh God, is that what you want me to do, God? she asks.
You want me to cover myself all up so the special person inside me can
come out?
All right, God, she continues, finishing up the
whiteface that masks her features. Whisking out her lipstick-lovestick, she
paints a rosy smile that helps her to speak kindly to people. With the help of
a magic coloring pencil, her eyes, too, become special, able to see deep down
inside people.
Im afraid Im going to get lost, God, she
worries, but in the blink of an eye, her plaintive cry turns to delighted
surprise. Oh God, Ill do that, she exclaims, polishing her
nose to a bright red-vintage Rudolph hue.
Now I can follow you, God, wherever you lead me.
Grabbing a red and yellow pig-tailed wig, she places it jauntily
on her head and explains its symbolic colors--red for love, yellow for joy.
Topped off with a kindness hat that sits prettily atop the wig, she
is ready to walk in kindness for the Lord.
Who is this jolly lady in the outlandish outfit and painted face?
None other than Sister Karen Klimczak, a Sister of Saint Joseph from Buffalo,
N.Y., who visited Atlanta this summer to work in the Camp Promise programs that
helped insure safety on the streets for Atlantas children.
Sister Karen has fulfilled everybodys childhood dream. She
has become a clown.
Three years ago, Sister attended Loyola University of Chicago and
became involved with ANAWIM, a Christian drama group that means poor of
the Lord. There she learned the theology of clowning.
The use of whiteface symbolizes dying to oneself, she
explained, and the new colors used means the new person comes through.
This is why Christ is sometimes portrayed as a clown.
Since her debut into the world of clowning, Sister Karen has
become a clown of God, working with adult and youth groups in the
Diocese of Buffalo when her teaching duties at Mount St. Joseph Academy allow.
The children remember what you tell them, she observed
of her clown role. You can teach them the same thing outside the clown
model and they might not listen.
Back at Camp Promise, Sister Karen, in full clown regalia, tells
the children the new name that goes with her new face, B-O-U-N-C-E. She spells
it out for them using a ball to engage their attention and their interaction
with her and others in the group.
B--be yourself, be bruthful, she begins, inviting the
children to catch the ball she bounces to them. O--others. This ball is
soft and gentle and wont hurt anyone, she continues.
Thats how we should act toward others.
U--use the gifts God has given you. N--never hurt anyone.
Thats why I came to Atlanta, Sister Karen says. I didnt
want anyone to hurt the children here.
C--be a caring person. E--every person is special! she
concludes. My name is Bounce and I must bounce love, joy and peace to
everyone.
Sister Karens rapport with the children builds as she
proceeds through her monologue. The children are continually called upon to
respond, in both verbal and non-verbal ways, to the clowns challenges.
Before becoming Sister Karen again, Bounce the clown shares happy
hearts with her friends. The children receive red paper hearts inscribed with
love messages that read be a good friend, smile,
be kind, and other simple maxims. She also gives each child a
custom-made balloon that she has stretched and pulled into colorful giraffes,
butterflies and Snoopys.
God says I have to go away now, Sister Karen says
gently, signaling the end of Bounces visit. Oh God, its sad
that Im going away, she says, removing her clown makeup so the
children can see. But I will remember the special person you want me to
be. And remembering the special person we are called to be is what Sister
Karens clowning is all about.
The other day one of the six-year-olds came up and told me
I didnt fight because the clown told me to be kind to
others., she said, humbly delighted with such encouragement.
Sister Karen has likewise had a positive response to her work from
her religious superiors.
My community has highly supported me, she remarked,
observing that the clown role has aided her own spiritual journey.
I grow through it, said Sister Karen. Its
a necessary outlet. When I share with others, others share with me. By nature,
Im not outgoing. But the whiteface is a mask that reveals yourself and
enables you to reach out as a clown.
Throughout her four weeks in Atlanta, Sister Karen calculated that
she has been in whiteface about 47 times, working with children of
all ages at all three archdiocesan campsites.
Ive learned a whole lot being here, she smiled.
The people are very friendly and the childrens needs are so
great.
One of these children, a camper at St. Paul of the Cross, summed
up Sister Karens role in the refreshing simplicity of the very young.
Youre Gods clown, he said easily.
And that is just who Sister Karen Klimczak likes to be. |